I guess the preop appointment went ok today. He wasn’t quite as friendly as he was last time which freaked me out a bit and made me think he didn’t want to do the surgery or work with me in general. I think a lot of doctors are just tired and feeling a bit burned out. I’m trying not to take it personally but it’s tough. He says I am really big so I’m gonna need a really involved mastectomy with grafts that may or may not take. He says the biggest risk for me is if the grafts take and he says I’m gonna be in his office “a lot” whatever that means. But it’s still going to be an outpatient surgery with an easy recovery time and I told him I do not want to be on opiates and he was totally cool with that.