This has been the year that has tested the limitations of my sanity. Sadly, I don't have an answer for what you experience--loneliness. As mentioned in some of my previous posts, I am one year post separation from my ex wife.

I absolutely DREAD entering my apartment. The emptiness of it just gets to me and on weekends, it has been pretty uncomfortable. Add COVID to the mix and life has been unbearable. I do have a 7 year old daughter that visits me very seldomly, she is still having difficulty adjusting to her new paradigm. Her therapist suggests to make it easier for her we shouldn't force her to stay at my home. So, I suffer at night with memories of what was my past family life and try to splice in my new life. It sure would be nice if I had someone to come home to and talk to, since my walls don't respond.

So, perhaps, know that you are not alone in your feelings of isolation.

--Sarc.