I'm sorry that people aren't listening to you when you are reaching out for help. This always upsets me. Not alot of people understand how hard it is to cope with anxiety and depression. They think we are making it up or are being overly dramatic. You are not alone here! There are many people who suffer like you do. But your story is unique as well and we would like to hear more. You are always welcome to express yourself in these forums and no one will judge you!
You are very important and your feelings matter!