I certainly cannot represent anyone but myself. You've asked, so I'll tell you that to me some of your posts come across as angry to the point of hostility, even demanding and manipulative. For example, posting that you're angry that no one is answering your posts, so you'll leave the forum. It doesn't make me feel like bullying or abusing you...that's not my style, but it does annoy me and makes me feel like avoiding you.
For people who are abusive they might not know how to express how they feel inside, so they just act out. Maybe.
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