Maybe not hypomanic, just all over the place. Charting my mood and I think I've just designed a good amusement park ride.

I can see why my therapist and APRN don't want me as their patient/client. If I were a professional, I would give up on me and dread my appointments too. I'd kick myself out of groups too. I can understand where they're coming from. I gotta learn how to respect "the professionals" and their ******** rules, requests, and expectations because afterall I am paying to get some form of treatment from them. I've some apologizing to do.