Feeling much better today, save for anxiety. It wasn’t all day, just in the morning and when I got home. Probably will pop up when I try to sleep.

Work was calm. I worked with another girl in our class. She was REALLY good today! The principal promised her a philly soft pretzel at the end of the day. Well, he got them for the whole school but he told her about them in the morning so we encouraged her to work hard and follow the rules so she could get one at the end of the day. She did excellent! Such a nice change.

My brother didn’t cancel on me!!! We are actually gonna hang out with them tomorrow! I’m definitely excited. I haven’t seen them since December! I was getting salty because as usual they spent almost every weekend with my SIL’s family at their shore house, but it is what it is. He’s smoking some pork butt in his homemade smoker.

And something else I am quite proud of...I have lost 19 pounds from my highest weight in May. Two more pounds and I will have lost the most weight I’ve ever lost on any diet plan, and will be only three pounds off from being under 200lb for the first time in three years. Some of my work pants are actually pretty loose in the legs, and one of my pairs of jeans is too big too. My shirts are definitely fitting better. I have one shirt I’ve yet to put on...the shirt that kicked this all off. The shirt that I was wearing when I saw a picture of myself in June and realized something had to change. I think I will wait to try it on again after I’m under 200lb.