I moved to a new apt about 3 weeks ago. This was my 2nd move in 6 weeks. So I moved twice this year very rapidly. I'm settling in now.

I noticed some things. I'm "off" lately. Haven't done my dishes in a couple days, haven't been eating healthy - which is making me feel yucky, and haven't been exercising (walking) lately. It takes effort, but I feel I need these things back in my life to be happier and more grounded.

Also me and my Mom are a little off lately. She started back up at work, so her sched changed. And when I do go over, she's not present, always busy. And she's been talking politics a lot which I've asked her not to do. Once I even left specifically bc she ignored my wishes and kept talking about it. Maybe our relationship is changing. It makes me sad.

Last weekend, she wanted to come over to my apt to help w something. I didn't want her to, but finally said ok. At my apt, I blew up at her over something very small. She cried and to this day I feel so guilty and horrible about it. I'd eaten sugar that day which didn't help, and I just felt my space invaded. I truly wish I never blew up at her and I feel horrible about it.

Some things are going well for me. I'm being social, I'm looking for work, and taking classes. These are also life changes. Which can bring on stress. I need to be kind and gentle with myself. Also it takes effort, but eating healthy and walking really help me feel centered and positive.

I'm currently binging the Golden Girls (a happy place ), if anyone needs me.