Urges, urges, urges... but I caught myself in the middle of doing what I was doing and did some dishes and talked to a friend/my ex so obviously I didn't. Just so restless and bored. I mean I find stuff to do, but then I either finish or get bored and have to quickly bounce to another activity before I end up doing something self-destructive.
The forest is beautiful though, lots of red maple leaves falling making the forest floor top notch.