I am not on here as much as I should be lately! I have been going in a downward spiral myself the past week or 2. My husband is totally supportive only if it makes him look good to others at times. Lately he has gotten better but at the same time I feel blue and guilty and regretful about a lot of things in my past I think had to do with this illness and I can't talk to him about it because because he says he is sick of me dumping my problems on him. My husband is a good man and does put up with a lot and so do my kids. I think maybe he may have been saying these words to you out of stress. But I feel your pain and I want you to know although I don't write on here I do check my IM's so if you ever want to talk I am available.

I KNOW IT'S HARD 4 YOU RIGHT NOW BUT YOU ARE A GOOD PERSON DEALING WITH A LOT SO GIVE YOURSELF A BREAK AND IF YOU HAVE TO TUNE HIM OUT IN BAD MOMENTS JUST 2 KEEP YOUR OWN SANITY!

xoxo,
Hopes

I mean it write to me anytime if need be...((((HUGS @ YOU!!)))