im just feeling horrible lately, i spent an hour taking online depression screenings and doing research on the illness and how to get help without money and anyone knowing. I'm in a bad place right now, I have no motivation to do anything right now and I am pre-stressing for all the work I have on my plate (specifically schoolwork and SAT study). I just wanna cry but I cant and I feel stuck and have been for 4 years now. I wish I cud restart my life and do it different, but I cant which is why I feel hopeless. i need help and if anyone knows of a free online confidential therapist or psychologist please let me know.