It really helped me venting on here yesturday. I know the relationship with that ex-t was wrong from the start. It one of the things about going to a mental health clinic that's covered by my provincal health care. Luckily I have a good therapist now and making progress. I think also going through this has really helped me know that not all therapist are that way and to get out fast if i ever have a therapist like that again. Though I still feel angry and hurt over what happened.