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Originally Posted by Sapien
Rant ahead.
******mit I'm a terrible person. Stuff with my ex we're still kinda together but I said something offensive and I thought he was like really leaving me and I freaked the **** out and then realized what I did and told him I still love him and begged him not to "leave" me (even though I already technically left him?). I need to learn to reign in the words before they slip out my mouth.
Ffs I gotta get sober so this madness will stop...even though the madness didn't stop before I was using and during my 8 months of sobriety
I just wish he could stop being so clingy and I could be as avoidant as I pretend to be.
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Hugs and support, Sapien.
See if you can just get feet on the ground with like, four sober hours. Just go for four. Then, take it moment by moment. Do not worry about anything else. Try not to be cruel to yourself. Just start. Just start.
We love and support you. Noone ever thought I would get sober. If I can do it, you can do it. I am praying for you.