Thanks everyone. I did have some trouble come nighttime when I was trying to sleep. A lot of memories came flooding back to me of my time at the hospital and then I had a couple of "off days" where I wasn't feeling well emotionally and I would have intrusive thoughts of the hospital but now it's been a couple of days and it doesn't seem so bad. This every month thing of remembering the hospital and feeling crappy for a couple of days kind of sucks. I do think it is getting slightly better so I'm hoping it will continue to get better as it gets closer to the year mark. I'm sure the year anniversary will be really hard but maybe after that the memories won't be so bad. HUGS to anyone who wants one, Kit