I can't help but believe that medication often causes that feeling. When my dose(s) have been too high I can feel a flat or "dead-ish" feeling inside. But I don't feel that way, in general. I feel rather tormented, as if I'm constantly on the verge of flipping into a strong mixed state, leaning toward mania. I can't seem to get anything to move fast enough, everything seems to be lagging behind my brain activity. I feel afraid of dying because my body is worn out from what my brain is doing. I am in chronic pain and feel unwell all of the time.
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