Is cannabis legal in your state? Other than bad feelings about myself and disgust at a few others I've not felt much at all in decades. Serotonin and dopamine reuptake inhibitors did little or nothing. Then someone introduced me to MJ. It was very very weird. I actually felt happiness and joy. That's right, actual joy and elation. I even laughed a bit. Over the years these emotions had become foreign to me and experiencing them again was almost overwhelming. I can't buy it in my state though.