When I was 14 I noticed an evil part of me that liked it when people were torn down and belittled. When I was in my early twenties. I am in my mid 40s now I began to fight between good and evil in myself through actions. It happens very rarely but some examples are letting someone go to a friends. Them not coming back for awhile and feeling scared for them but also feeling evil thinking they may have been hit by a car but not checking on them. Feeling duality within but it isn't under my control really, it just happens. Another example is loving animals but letting them run near traffic only to grab to get them to safety. You see how that is duality? Anyhow, what disorder is this linked to?