Sometimes people who have psychosis issues, like me, receive weird or errant information from our sick brains. I went through a couple of years where, every time I was on a second or third floor patio, my brain would send me a thought wondering what would happen if I pushed someone off. So weird. I am a totally nonviolent person. Very gentle. But my brain sends me incorrect information sometimes. Do you think something like this could be going on with you?