Hi Anca2103
I'm safe where I'm living now.
I'm not young, I'm in my 30's but emotionally I still feel like a child.
I don't have any family in this country and I struggle to make friends. I'm thinking of moving back home but I'm scared I'll fall back into my old routine and it will trigger my substance abuse.
My life changed for the better when I moved here. I have activities that I can't do back in my home country. I was never into sports but for the first time in my life I now have a passion.
I was never sure if I had depression as I've felt like this my whole life. As a child I felt as if there was something wrong with me and I was defective.