I feel ok today I guess. My therapy session went pretty good. She had her fist under her chin a lot of the time and kept staring intensely at me for like 30 seconds at a time and It was kinda... arousing.

But my anxiety is kinda sucky. Basically just about covid and my surgery. I took an online test and it says I have a 5% chance of getting it and like a 00. something % chance of dying. But I am still just a nervous wreck in general although I don’t feel like that impending feeling of doom and anxiety that I felt on on Saturday.