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Originally Posted by Kriss
Lately it's been really hard to face society because I get anxiety attacks all the time and have been avoiding school and other social activities. I'm used to being lonely but sometimes I can't help it, I lose control. Work is piling up and I have no motivation to move on. No one understand what I'm feeling, so they just blame me telling I'm crying for no reason and that I'm just lazy. I don't know why I should continue this wretched life.
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Hello Kriss <3
I know exactly what you're going though since I'm going through the same exact issues you're experiencing right now. My life is surrounded by endless anxiety and panic attacks.. including excessive loneliness and lack of a S.O. My social life is nearly nonexistent in the real world because being in public is quite difficult for me. Being abused inside of a psychiatric hospital a couple of years ago didn't make it any better... it made it worst. I rarely if at all.. receive any family support. I don't have many friends.
Sadly I don't have a happy ending story that I can share with you because there isn't any. All that I can tell you is that you shouldn't give up on life.. Remember that there are people out there who have it far worst than you. I get into these phases from time to time where I just want to give up because I'm sick of tired of being alone, and struggling with mental illnesses that's preventing me from pursuing life the way I want. When I get into those phases often time to break the cycle I have to prescribe myself a strong dose of reality.