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Hazy here, smoke not heavy today. The air stinks though, odd, bitter smell. There are a couple of fire engines parked outside of my apartment, I think the firefighters park in this town to take breaks from the actual location of the fires.
I'm waiting for my pdoc to call. I'm experiencing either severe anxiety or hypomania (I suppose it could be both) and I'm about going nuts. I hope it's not akathesia. I can't stop jiggling my legs, wiggling my feet, and tearing at my cuticles. My fingers are sore. But I have music playing in my mind that will. not. stop. Seriously feels like a radio turned on inside my brain. I'm almost to a point of tears over it.
Does anyone know if akathesia can actually manifest as sounds or thoughts, or is it only physical?
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Last edited by *Beth*; Sep 29, 2020 at 04:36 PM.
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