(((( Stiv ))))

you have no idea how much deleting and retyping is going on here with me. also remember english is still...after all these years...a foreign language to me.

so i'm struggling to post but even as a toddler i was a fighter and i NEED to post atm for the support and sanity it brings. i'm sure you know the saying where there's a will there's a way? well, that's me...LOL.