Feeling a little better today. I went to work and stayed all morning even though after I got done with my part of the project I'm doing I wanted to leave I stayed. Still acting out somewhat and not really sure how to stop that action. I emailed my T over the weekend and haven't heard back from her yet so she must be busy. She doesn't work on Mondays so I had emailed her at home and the office. I will call tomorrow and tell them to have her check her email. I am going to go get my pills back from her hopefully tomorrow. I'm not going to do anything with them but I seem to function better when they are in the house. It's like I can control if I do something with them and that control has been taken away because I gave them to her and so my mind is trying to control another area of my life and its not working.

Jbug