Thanks Chalm and Split. I am not going to leave my house and go get drugs....I just really want them. I have not had a craving this powerful in ages. I feel like I am back in my first month of clean time.

So, how are you two tonight? Good I hope. I am glad you are here for me.

So...I am trying to think of crap to type because I don't want to let go of you two.

I am going to hang out here and read the forums a little....maybe try to paint some to take my mind off of it.

hugs