hi, R.
Big vs Easy. IMHO - They're both valid. Without Easy, your brain explodes. Without Big, your brain shrinks. What I'm hearing - and I could be completely wrong - and if I'm wrong, please just ignore me - you want to take a break from Big and your conscience/mother/father/whatever is yelling at you.
What do you want to do????? Feel free to use me as a sounding board. That's what we've been doing for each other for the last ?????? years.