I KNOW other people manage to have proper careers with the same type of mental health issues and background that I have.

They are lucky, congratulations to them for over coming so much. But you know they didn't do it with out help and support. I couldn't even get in to uni, and have zero help and support for it. I wish you could help me with all that stuff. I wish you knew how it felt to be this alone, so you would know what to do to help me with it.