Sep 30, 2020 at 09:46 PM
Tell me to take my meds. I feel so good, little sleep, high sex drive and lots of alcohol and weed. But im not oblivious about what happens next. So far my pdoc gp and T have all tried to get me back on track and I see an addictions nurse next week. But nothing has helped, maybe someone here will say the right thing.
I dont want to lose my job, my kids or my H but cfs got involved after my last night in the drunk tank so im super terrified about what might happen if i get too drunk again and need help. Plus i missed work the next morning and i cant afford to have that happen again
Why cant i just do the right thing?!?!
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Bipolar 1
Borderline Personality Disorder
Alcohol Use Disorder
Meds:
Depakote
Welbutrin
Abilify
I didn't want any flowers, I only wanted
to lie with my hands turned up and be
utterly empty. How free it is,
you have no idea how free.
- Sylvia Plath
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