I am feeling annoyed by a compliment made to me today (I just can't accept compliments)

someone said to me " you don't look like the type of person who would give up", after I told them how much I enjoy linken park's music.

oh if only you knew the half of it... I have been their, I am still their, and I am that type of person.

I just don't see it I guess. I can't see the good in me (if their's any.)

nothing else planned today. I'm litirally only awake because guess what?. I hurt too much to sleep.