Oct 01, 2020 at 12:24 PM
Thank you all! You gave me a lot to think about and I have decided I want to live. And I want to keep all the good things in my life too.
I am going to talk to my GP today and ask to go on the abilify injection and see if i can take all the rest of my meds in the morning. At the very least I would then be on an AP and if I can manage it the rest of my meds too.
I find I dont take my night meds often and especially when drinking but i am not sure i am ready to give up the alcohol just yet.
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Bipolar 1
Borderline Personality Disorder
Alcohol Use Disorder
Meds:
Depakote
Welbutrin
Abilify
I didn't want any flowers, I only wanted
to lie with my hands turned up and be
utterly empty. How free it is,
you have no idea how free.
- Sylvia Plath
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