holy smokes L!!! I slept like a damn log last night and woke up completely energized this morning and feeling ready to dive into this abandonment wound stuff so I can finally work through it/deal with it and stop letting it ****ing run my life. That's what it's been doing you know. And I've realized that's where the incessant worry comes from too... it's rooted in that wound, isn't it?


Thank you for your response to last night's long email. Yes, let's do this!! Step 1: accept that it's gonna be uncomfortable and probably even painful, and begin digging into this stuff anyway. I honestly do not want to do this bit with anyone but you. I meant it when I said I trust you more than almost anyone else.