i thought i'd put this in helathy parenting cause that's what I want to be, a healthy parent...a kind, loving, patient, hands on mommy.....

I'm tired of living the 'selfish..' life I want to always think of someone ELSE first...

I'm 35 and feel my biological clock ticking....well, my period is a day late and I'm wondering whether I'm pregnant.....not sure what my boyfriend would say....or my parents for that matter....nervous about how I would tell everybody, or just wait till they see or guess..

I guess my 'red friend' could still arrive here anyday, yet I DO long for something more in this life, before it's too late........