I’ve had a lot of people like you in my life. Since I was 4 and I had my special ed speech teacher who’d spend a ton of one on one time with me and I was extremely close to. But I moved on just fine and there were a lot of people after her. Although I haven’t gone through anything quite like this with anyone else besides you. But I don’t know. There have been so many people before you who were so similar to you. I’m sure there will be more after you. I’m sorry your replaceable. It sucks.