Today started out well with a blood test going smoothly. I didn't know what to expect with COVID but i hardly had to wait at all. I was impressed with myself that i got it done so promptly -- i just got the form on Monday. I thought i'd drag my feet on it but no -- done and done! So worried i'll test positive for diabetes. Ugh!

But then when i got home and took my dog out i got into a conversation with a neighbor. It started out well and i was glad for the company. We agreed on several things. But then she asked about my family. She's asked before and i deflected but since she persisted i just told her i don't want to talk about it. That sort of put the brakes on things and i left.

Then i went for coffee at the mall and there were so many irritations i just fled home and sat in the dark for several hours. I guess i found it all over-stimulating. I took six buses today. Now i still have to take my dog out one more time. Not looking forward to that.

Feeling tired and cranky.