I'm stressed out about my sister coming to visit this weekend. I mean, I'm looking forward to it but I always worry my apartment isn't clean enough. I struggle with basic daily tasks and I have a hard time determining whether or not my place is clean.

Oh well, I guess I'll see how it goes. Sometimes I want to give up though. When I think about it, I'm 26, I have maybe 40 or 50 years left of this life, it's just exhausting to think about that. Every day the only thing I want to do when I wake up is get back under the covers and stay there all day. I feel like I'm so behind in my life and I'm never gonna get anywhere.

Anyway, I made some seasoned potatoes for dinner tonight. They were very good. I need to go grocery shopping but it's supposed to rain tomorrow so I don't know if I'll be able to. I hope I will be able to though.