Dear VelociraptorKitten,

Suffering while all alone is so painful. It must be so distressing to be in the situation you describe. I wish I had some wisdom to share, but sadly I am at a loss. Do you think that availing yourself of these Forums, meeting people here who are fellow sufferers and who possess understanding and compassion would be helpful to you? I realize that this would not be ideal but perhaps it would help so you are not so isolated with your pain and so alone. It is frightful to be alone with pain. I have made friends here on the Forums and it has helped me a lot. Do you think such a thing would be helpful to you? I am so very, very sorry you are in such constant distress. It is really heartbreaking!

Sincerely yours, Yao Wen