I can't say this for the whole day, but in this moment I am excited to get better in many aspects of my life. It looks like I'll have a new job being a bookkeeper for a local farm, and I'll be able to work from home and take it anywhere I want. So I figure I'll stay here until I save up some, and then I'll GTFO and I bet being sober will be a whole lot easier without knowing two dealers within a ten minute walk, and let's not forget living with a delusional addict.
I've had a lot of emotions today, but I'm starting to think it's just that I'm a very emotional person and mood stabilizers ain't gonna touch those rages and S- thoughts.