Phoenix, Is this dream something that you can talk to your T about ?

I only ask this because I know that some Ts will help you explore dreams and their meanings that are special to you.

I don't know what your relationship is with the T, if you are in the early stages or do not trust him/her then I am not suggesting sharing things before you are ready. Or maybe your T does not look into dreams.

It sounds very powerful and scary to me - I wonder how come it has come around again after so long.

'The best mother in the world' seems quite a big pressure thing to live up to - please don't be too hard on yourself, I bet you're a brilliant mum who's not perfect - like lots of other mums. But trying to be the best in the world is quite a tall order - sounds stressfull.

heres an angel for you and your little angel....................Poppet