Thank you babyg, i tell him all the time that i am here for him because he always bottle's things up which when it gets to a certain point he cuts to release it all, but i have begged him to turn to me, he can tell me anything, but when he talks about his problems he sometimes has the urge to cut again, he has been cutting for years since he was young, i love him with all my heart and im scared of doing something that will make him cut to deep, he has told me a few times that it is stuff that i have done that has caused him to do it and it rips me apart, i have even thought to myself maybe it would be better if i was not here, then i would not cause him to cut, but then i think if i do leave he will cut even more, and he has already told me if i leave him he will kill himself