Ok so I'm due to start the Abilify (Aririprazole) depot injection on Thursday 8th. I'm now freaking out. I don't think I can do this.

I'm waking up from nightmares re it. I'm profusely sweating. I have visions of me freaking out right when I'm getting it.

I don't think I have processed the fact that this is me being medicated. Instead of being medicated I have been off my meds for possibly 6 months and I'm now thinking I can't take the med.

Guys I could do with all your wisdom and wise words if you could I think I need reassured