Sadly, I have never become someone who knows how to find soothing or touching music. If I hear it It's great but I am always so into my head I can honestly say I haven't turned on a car radio since 9/11. My hubby sings for me sometimes and maybe I should have him put on a mix of comforting music when he gets home. No I am not lazy. Music was NOISE and a beating, possibly being called a slut, ***** etc. I have pretty much unternalized that and now if I hear something soothing it moves my heart but I can't seek it. YUP, I know it is strange. Gotta get the b'''itch out of my head and reclaim the space.