Trying to decide if i should take my sleeping pill tonight. Had one good sleep last night with ativan now i have zopiclone. Mixing with alcohol could kill me but so could not sleeping and having this episode end the way they all do. Major dilemma.
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Bipolar 1
Borderline Personality Disorder
Alcohol Use Disorder
Meds:
Depakote
Welbutrin
Abilify
I didn't want any flowers, I only wanted
to lie with my hands turned up and be
utterly empty. How free it is,
you have no idea how free.
- Sylvia Plath
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