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One of the primary issues I frequently complain to my pdoc about is music in my head. First, I'll say that I love music. I'm in love with music. So there's that. What happens, though, is that I'll get a song stuck in my mind, it speeds up, then another song comes in to overlap, then some classical composition will get tossed into the mix. Maybe more music will come, usually with the whole cacophony speeded up and turning colors along with random images. Then I start to feel paranoid...maybe that someone(s) are in the room with me (no one is, at least no one in human form).
Sometimes the whole thing keeps going, sometimes the extra music will drop off and one song will stick, playing mercilessly over until I am almost in tears (I would cry, if it would help).
With a raise in Anti-P the music slows down in general, but I still have to make the image in my mind of a STOP sign (bright red/white), sometimes even say "STOP!" aloud. Over and over, until the damn thing finally stops. Sometimes, listening to music outside of my mind can help distract my brain from the internal chaos.
Does anyone else experience the music thing - or something like it?
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