Since learning that I don't have COVID, I continued to be very sick including constant fevers, coughing, runny nose, no appetite. I began feeling a little better yesterday, some foods even tasted good. However, because I dread/feel anxious about how chemo is going to make me feel on Tuesday, I complained about what I have been through which caused a lot of discontent. It never helps anything to complain. On Tuesday, I will do what the doctor says to do. Hopefully, I can stop complaining and just be grateful for whatever help I get whether I agree or not with the recommendations.