(((((((((((((((wisewoman))))))))))))))))))
Big hug from me............You are helpful and you are ill. Its that old mind thing playing tricks on you.
You have a lot on your plate by the sounds of it, but methinks them pups are a comfort (once you get them toilet trained !).
And see how much ppl here care - its so lovely.
Peace, if possible

...........Poppet