Thanks for all the hugs. My H and I have been trying to do our best but the stress of the chemo just was too much for us at midnight. We are back on an even keel now after letting off a little steam. He with some help from my daughter have been monitoring me all night long for a couple of weeks. Also, the Monday before chemo is a busy day since I will be out of it tomorrow. Trying to enjoy not feeling as sick instead of thinking about tommorrow.