I hate to tell it and I know whoever could say the same but it's truth.

Today, I was out there "socialising" alone, without my partner, I had one of those moments that made me remember that I was not a normal person. An irrational fear came to my mind and stopped my normal functioning. It was very simple. I'm even embarrassed to mentioned it. I see it ridiculous and I'm a grown person. I'm not a "child".

I was gonna write a thread here ranting about my poor luck and how my life is full of situations like that. Where you feel more and more tiny each day.

Suddenly, I thought...what if tomorrow I do the exact thing and go to the same place, look for the same people and eat my ****ing anxiety. And I do it also the next day, and the day after the next day...There's not other way. I promise you. You only can get beat your fears if you give yourself the opportunity.
I know it's not easy. But you have the guts to do it.