Dissociation, just make me numb, but functional for my 6th grader. He needs mom at times not the many younger ones you feel like at times. 90 days or more with no T, i feel as if you want to bring on Depersonalization at times, but if needed just do on the weekends when the 6th grader is with his dad. then you can do whatever you want. numb. and drink. D & D get me throught the next 90 days or so......