winter. it's cold, that's good for my mood, the nights are darker which I like, and of course it's christmas!

and my agoraphobia isn't as triggered so much because of the colder weather and not as much people going out.

I love the winter!. a lot!
do you ever think about how you might live life if things were diffrent? (you wern't diagnosed with a mental/physical illness,kovid wasn't a thing, you had a better childhood) etc etc etc?. or do you just accept it how it is.