I didn't even bring it up with my therapist... I said I was sick of failing and she said "failing what?" and I just said "stuff like work and staying away from unhealthy habits" and she suggested going to an adult learning center.
Thing is, I'm not afraid at all. I mean, I WANT to get kicked out. I WANT to overdose and stop breathing. Worse scenario I can see would be going to jail, and even that in my mind is just "whatever, consequences..." I realize this is probably the addiction speaking, but f'k, I haven't truly wanted to live in over ten years and I've only been using drugs/alcohol for 6, and opiates for only a year.