I guess I feel I blurted something out that was hurtful, and I am regretful and backtracking after having said it.
The other part is feeling like I am still healing from his past behaviors. And when something like this happens, I am reminded and am jerked back to questioning everything.
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"Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination"
~4 Non Blondes
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